Frustrated…

For the past few weeks, I started to come up with a story/workbook for kids.  Since it’s close to Christmas, I want to write something that includes an adventure with Santa.  In Jay Boyer’s course, he suggested to use Fiverr to find illustrators.  However, my book will be heavily based on illustrations, and Kristen Joy said to never use Fiverr if you want your work to be competitive in the market.  I looked up illustrators, but they seem to charge a lot up front.  I wish I can draw the illustrations myself.  So I don’t need to depend on other people…